
It was over 8 years ago that I logged into Second Life for the first time as a different avatar. After a brief hiatus I returned 7 years ago as Sandy. In this time I have made lifelong friends from across the globe, danced in various places varying from clubs to clouds, attended art exhibitions, watched live music and landscaped and furnished a variety of homes ranging from tropical to fantastical. I have experimented, explored and been entertained. I have met amazing people and admired their creations and fashion as well as travelled around the world and to outer space and inside the imaginations of some extremely talented designers. I have celebrated my favourite seasons and dressed up accordingly. Basically I had a blast, even all those hours I spent standing somewhere on my own.
Second life has been part of my life and leisure for so long but over the last year I have been gradually withdrawing. This was not a conscious decision and I didn’t notice at first how little I have been investing in immersing myself. The reasons for this are diverse. I never entered Second Life to fill a hole in my real life but I did have more free time back then. I made many friends and I made time to engage with them and meet up. Over time many have left or are rarely in and I don’t seem to have the inclination to make new friends. I have tried to fill my second life time by taking photos and writing a blog but without an audience it is more of an indulgence than a true creative outlet. It is also an expensive hobby when you keep buying whole new outfits just for a photo.
This is not a dramatic exit where I am looking for drama or people to persuade me to stay. In fact it’s a bit of an irony that I am writing a goodbye blog which barely anyone will read. I do feel that I need to accept that I am no longer a full time citizen and stop feeling guilty for being absent. I don’t want to find the time to log in anymore. I seem to prefer to escape to a movie, a book or a podcast these days. I use other social media to keep in touch with friends. I am not saying that I will never log in again and take a photo or change my clothes but then again maybe I won’t.
The truth is that this is not really a goodbye because I actually left a long time ago.
Credits:
Taken on location at http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Coeur%20d%20Azur/0/56/23
Wearing
Hair:Diva Hair – Amanda Moonstone
Dress:Dead Dollz – Echo Dress


